I had to brake this cycle of not writing for a few days and pull myself out of the funk I've been allowing myself to live in. I have been very sick and it has just consumed me the last week or so. So much so, that I haven't done much more than gotten out of bed. I just can't take that. I'm breaking that cycle. This is for the birds. Sick or not I have got to press on. My POTS symptoms have continued to get worse over the last week and I have done everything within my power to just stay out of the hospital. I've been getting IV's at home and suffering through some of the most ridiculous pain in the world. Not to mention my ever famous migraines :) This particular one has had me on my butt for two days. Satan tried to talk me out of going to Bible study tonight since I didn't do the lesson...but I knew that was where I needed to be. I'm so glad I went. I had to leave early because that room wouldn't stop spinning (don't understand why they couldn't get that under control) and I felt myself crashing. But I made it almost the whole time! I was quite proud of myself. Now I'm up because, my head is still pounding if any of this doesn't make sense its because I'm seeing it all in double (sorry), and I can't take anymore pain medication until 2:30. Whoo Hoo! I hate being so dependent on these drugs but right now they keep me out of the hospital and I only have 6 days till MAYO!!! I can not wait.
I have two prayer requests tonight
1. Please pray for my friends the Kent Family who just lost their father. Please pray that their whole family may just be surrounded by the peace of Christ.
2. For my dear friend Lyla who just had to send her best four legged friend home to be with the Lord. It is always to hard to lose a best friend.
Love you all. Continue to support Hope for Blue!
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