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I awoke this morning in confusion to a trembling right arm.  Within a few seconds, my iphone alarm was going off to inform me that it was time to take my meds.  Due to the complete state of confusion I was in, this startled me sending me into tremors.  What a way to wake up!  There I was lying there...scared.  I picked up my phone (which my sweet husband had laid beside me when he had slipped out to take care of the baby this morning...just like he always does.)  Although I give him a hard time about keeping me in a "bubble" sometimes, he is always looking out for me.  My body was shaking all over the place and I grabbed for my phone.  The only downfall to the plan was that Justin had forgot to turn the ringer back on from last night.  I laid there with the phone ringing and my body shaking.  I mustarded up every last bit of enery I had to yell "Justin."  He came running in and instantly said "oh no I forgot to turn my ringer on didn't I?"  "I'm sorry baby," he said.  He came over and sat by my side and began asking what he could do to help.  We got the convulsions, tremors, seizures or whatever the doctor decides to call them today to stop through our well versed emergency routine.  Which in the end, resulted in me passing out.  When I came back around to be greeted by my husband's sweet face we took my blood pressure.  88/50...looks like its gonna be a rough day I thought.  I looked at the clock and it was only 8:20.